Adolescence in Moratorium
She will disappear soon.
Maybe she will choose the quickest way,
the one that promises an end without hesitation.
Tears gather in her eyes, trembling with fear.
She will disappear soon.
Maybe she will choose a quiet way,
one that feels like falling asleep forever.
Tears gather in her eyes, trembling with fear.
She will disappear soon.
Maybe she will choose a painless way,
because hurting herself feels too cruel.
Tears gather in her eyes, trembling with fear.
She will disappear soon.
And everyone will say,
“She never had any worth at all.”
That is the kind of girl I wish I could become.
The meaning of being alive is something
only the vanished ever understand.
Tears gather in her eyes, trembling with fear.

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